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Friday, July 25, 2008 -{'3:52 AM

yay exams over...but hor exam result very very bad......me hor walao...i so stupid....but nice.....but i am sure i won't one day become clever ................now ur know what...ur scold me or what i also dun care......my exam also...i like want to go normal tec lei......ur not need to comfort me de......i so stupid..like easy question and words also dun know how to spell or do.......now hor ......i like forget everything that i must remmeber.....like my brain like something badly happen? if like that nice lor..forget all the sad things............... my mother say to me...u so stupid like a pig .......she say pig's brain..like pig so stupid.....she everytime say me like that ..and she also tell me to die better lor....but i also think that i die better than everyday let people bully me and scold me stupid...........then i ask myself lor....do i so stupid?i die better or live better?aiya ,who love me like this kind of stupid brain...never become clever.....haha ,if ur read this post dun comfort me de....cus it is true lor......like teacher say one....look so beautiful for what....no brain at all.....then hor i always think that the people who hate me want me to die....they wish i die faster lor.....aiya ,ur see me so fierce but then so what....i am not fierce at all lor.....they say bad thing to me like my exam's marks or say me stupid ....i will cry ..i hate people say me stupid...every mother is good lor...i though my mother would encourage me although i had lower marks but then my mother scold me..........without encourage me ..........is she doted me? if she is then why she scold me ! like i am not her daugter like that...............monday sure teacher give back our math paper de......but i am sure i sure fail de.............but then pls pls dun see my marks and ask me how many marks did i get........cus it really broke my heart......everyday ,my brain only remmeber only playing game,watching tv...............i think this can proved that i am stupid lor..so ur dun say i scare i fail lei ....but then ur will pass de........as me only me in the class that i didn't improve..